Comments about atheist guy on fb

About this convo: http://anonymous159.blogspot.com/2013/01/conversation-with-atheist.html

[6:59:42 PM | Edited 6:59:51 PM] Gene: this other atheist was also really mean towards and told me like im barely a human being because i cant forgive people(i cant forgive because im mentally ill and have emotional problems) and that i am an asshole and has hubris. here read this please and tell me wat u think: "Atheist guy:You truly don't get it.
Every human being is deserving of love, care, and help, including those who wrong us in the worst ways. A human being unable to forgive is only a shadow of their own pain, barely considered a human being at all.

I concluded you were both an asshole and had hubris the moment I met you

atheist guy:You don't need me anymore. Delete me and move on to someone more willing to help you. But just as the bible says The Lord helps those who help themselves, I'd rather help those who help themselves. You, someone who feeds on the help of others like a leech, filling your own craving for attention, needs to break free from your own mental bondage, but that it is only possible for someone who can learn detachment and return to the center and discover their inner truth. No one can hold your hand through it.
You are not in need of my help. Therefore, I'd like you delete me to drive the point that you require to fix
yourself home and that NO ONE can help or love you until you learn to do so yourself."
[7:03:36 PM] Kevin Bouma: That guy seems very religious knowing those kinda texts. It is weird how he judges you without knowing you as a person.

Forgiveness is a role that is big, but if you can't do it for some reason then people should respect it. If you want help with learning forgiveness you are the one who needs to want help with it. They cant force you to. He is being unrespectfull specialy if he know aboout your illness
[7:04:17 PM] Gene: he is an atheist and a buddhist who rejects the religious part of buddhism
[7:04:47 PM] Gene: we talked a few times online
[7:04:52 PM] Gene: we met online
[7:05:11 PM] Gene: while the other guy p2 and i knew each other very well in real life
[7:05:35 PM] Kevin Bouma: how can you believe in buddism without the religious part

Comments on conversation with him

This is comments on conversation with him here: http://anonymous159.blogspot.com/2011/11/conversation-with-him.html

[6:15:14 AM] Kevin Bouma: My honest opinion is that P2 is a bit selfcentered. He is not being respectfull towards other religions or people at all. The whole part of not trying to convince other people to join his way of thinking is understandable, but instead he bashes people´s religion saying they are dumb. He even does this to athiest, who don´t even believe in a higher power.

I honestly think that is very shortsighted. Specialy in a world that is very multicultural now. A lot of religions are together in the same countries. I also think that converting someone is just part of the religion someone practices. I have 2 friends who are Christian and they are missionaries here. They do there thing, I am just not interested in it.

Also about the whole smart and genius in the conversation, I must honestly say it´s a bit stupid. Both P1 and P2 made a lot of grammar errors.. And I assume english is your native language. In my personal opinion, you cannot measure how smart someone is. The school system is just a test of memory. This isn't what makes a person smart. Also the term genius is dropped a lot in this conversation. I think genius comes at many different levels. But to call one self a genius is a bit weird. Usually someone is called a genius after achieving something amazing. Like inventing or finding out something new to mankind, but also people who have an extraordinary talent in whatever field they are good at.
These are the comments about this conversations: http://anonymous159.blogspot.com/2011/11/conversation-with-him.html

I honestly don't know what you are expecting me to get out of this conversation so be free to give me more specific questions. My conclusion is that the whole conversation was mostly brought negative by P2 who tried so hard to claim being a genius and bash on religions. I don't know which was your role in the conversation, but this is my opinion.

If you wish to pay me then I would highly appriciate it, as I am currently still unemployed and every little bit helps. But it's your choice. The e-mail for it would be BBTyson@gmail.com.
[4:45:02 PM] Gene: hey!
[4:45:16 PM] Gene: that e-mail for paypal payment?
[4:45:57 PM] Gene: i will send once u confirm it
[4:46:06 PM | Edited 4:46:15 PM] Gene: yeah i appreciate this but i will appreciate if u told me more. i can give u more info
[4:47:19 PM] Gene: see i am p1 and that conversation i consider a fight(which was terrible one-sided since p2 kept attacking my religion and calling me things stupid(said that several times), selfish, ugly(next conversation with him)
[4:47:22 PM] Gene: he is a CHRISTIAN
[4:47:28 PM] Gene: christians have a violent history
[4:48:14 PM] Gene: so many persecutions of jews, atheists etc..., wars with muslims and others, abuses etc... the christians were once themselves being persecuted
[4:48:37 PM] Gene: it's a shame some christians today STILL want to persecture other religionists and people of other christian sects
[4:49:05 PM] Gene: this isnt the only time he started fights/arguments with me and insulted my religion
[4:59:58 PM] Gene: hey get back to me and my queries wen ure available please!!
[5:35:31 PM] Kevin Bouma: Give me a second gonna grab something to eat
[5:35:36 PM] Kevin Bouma: Then I will read what you typed
[5:38:44 PM] Kevin Bouma: Ok let me read what you said now :)
[5:39:46 PM] Kevin Bouma: Yes that's my PayPal email.
[5:40:07 PM] Kevin Bouma: I find it weird for him to be fighting being a christian and bashing other religions so hard
[5:40:19 PM] Kevin Bouma: He is weird and disrepectfull.
[5:40:46 PM] Kevin Bouma: From how I read it I wouldn't have thought he would be Christian.
[5:50:47 PM] Kevin Bouma: But beside that fact, it's against christian believe to actually be like that disrespectfull. And I totally don't understand his point about not converting then, that's one of the most mentioned things in the bible (I haven't read it, but I know a lot about it from christian school i attended). He is also missing the part of his religion which clearly states to love and be kind towards everyone.
[5:54:14 PM] Kevin Bouma: Correct me if I am wrong, but you are jewish right? I mean, I don't know why, but jews have Always seem to be the target of these kinda bullying from other religions. I mean even the big war is going on in the middle east now, with Islamtic State. They are at war with the west (mostly christians). Yet they have said that there will be no more jews.. Even tough this war nearly has no jewish involvment beside the biggest jewish country being near the warfront.
[5:54:56 PM] Kevin Bouma: You queries aren't sharp enough to go into them completly, but you should try to avoid people like that. I think you took the right steps by blocking him.
[5:56:54 PM] Gene: oh hey!
[5:56:59 PM] Gene: sorry i went out that time
[5:57:05 PM] Gene: thanks for ur answers
[5:57:18 PM] Gene: im jewish but i believe in things that are different
[5:57:24 PM] Gene: i still consider myself jewish
[5:58:50 PM] Gene: jews behave better if u havent realized it. they dont convert others, they dont say others deserve going to hell(jews believe no one deserves going to hell), they dont persecute people, they dont have a history of violence. in the middle east the arabs are picking on jews, jews are only defending themselves
[6:44:42 PM] Kevin Bouma: P2 is dumb just bashing. I think you kept your cool well and handled it very well.
[6:45:06 PM] Kevin Bouma: P2 was just out to make you angry and make fun of your religion
[6:45:54 PM] Gene: yeah but later i became VERY upset and now i am still upset many years(i think i can forgive him due to my mental illness). i also told him never to deal with me ever again
[6:46:48 PM] Kevin Bouma: Its understandable to be upset I mean they are bashing on something that is precious to you. Something that is part of your life and of you.
[6:47:26 PM] Kevin Bouma: The forgiveness part is up to you. I think people deserve a new chance but if they slip again then its done. Because you deserve to be treated with respect
[6:47:50 PM] Kevin Bouma: threated or treated I dont know for sure
[6:48:33 PM] Gene: he attacked my religion and practice intolerance many times. wen i identified myself as a jew and then as a spiritual jew
[6:50:04 PM] Gene: see vocal atheists dont get it. they highly criticize religious folks and the religious folks become very upset. its because to religious people their religion is a part of their identity and its like questioning their identity; the basis for wat the religious folks are. no one would get offended if u criticize wat flavor of ice cream they like as that is not wat the people identify themselves with, but religion is.
[6:52:37 PM] Kevin Bouma: Yeah I understand what you mean. Religion is a big part of the life of someone whos is religious. People should respect it not bash on it. Its part of the way you lead your life and affects the choices you make in life. I dont get why people cant just respect that. Also I know that all religions teach about acceptance and loving other human beings. And yet you see these hate people coming forward bashing other religions instead of just living together.
[6:56:36 PM] Kevin Bouma: Like I said earlier, you did the right thing. Blocking him off. You need postive people in your life not negative


Another thing is that when I asked this on yahoo! answers years ago(it's deleted now), the one answered said I(Eugene Kizhner, P1) was smart and made sense while him(Eugene Neverov, P2) was a complete dumbass. It's true! I remember it

Nika and Rita story

Rita and Nika

To give background this started around February or March 2007. I was 17 years old then. I was going through a bunch of personal struggles. Things improved since then. But I think I was going through a very tough time and needed help. But I was cynical. So I didn't ask for help. I was emotionally damaged. So I think I was easy to hurt. So then I was in a class in my school and this girl kept talking to me whenever I came into class. Her name later I learned was Dominika(Nika). She seemed to be liking me romantically. At least she was making it seem like that and her friend kept saying she liked me and wanted me to go out with her. But I was too scared at such a time to go out with anyone. I thought it would only cause problems. So I kept rejecting her friend who kept asking me to go out with her. But something happened to me when I was drinking chocolate milk and I felt different like better even though I had depression or something like that. And well I was flatted she liked me and in that class I somehow began liking her. But I didn't talk to her yet. I saw her sometimes looking at me before.

I then went to psychics about my personal problems. Most, if not all, psychics there were CHARLATANS. They were fake.They kept telling me things I wanted to hear only for me to keep coming back to them. The websites are kasamba.com and liveperson.com. One psychic said my soulmate will come in July and that I needed to heal now. It was a lie. I later asked around others and they said it was Nika. I kept coming back to them and they kept LYING to me and telling me nice things about her. It wasn't fair. They first said she was really hurt over my rejection of her and would want me to apologize and talk to her. I was naive enough to believe them. So once at this event called the Country Fair at my school Nika and her friends came to me and we hung out. One thing is that she wanted me to buy an expensive toy which I didn't end up doing and my friends said she was using me(true!). Her friend mostly talked to me. Then the next day I saw her friend she made some I think sarcastic remark and ignored me. The next time I see her is with a friend and she tries overly hard to ignore me like she was desperate trying to hide that she is hurt. Weird! The last time in the Country Fair she was friendly and all. Then at the subway I saw her alone and greeted her and she said "Leave me alone!". What the heck? SHE came to ME and hung out with me last time. I did NOTHING wrong. I don't know if the psychics were telling the truth. I then saw her at the subway with some of her friends and as I started walking they all turned around suspiciously as if they were protecting her. I was really surprised and anxious. I ran home to talk to the psychics. This one I spoke a lot from then on named Psychic Catina. She said Nika was hurt and wanted revenge. But they also said she did like me but her friends were manipulating her. I also know she's a Pisces and they are easily led. I somewhere then tried numerous attempts to talk to her but she always rejected me.

I constantly saw her with her friends and so I was uncomfortable to talk to her. I once stayed in the train we rode and rode 2 more stops to go to the library. And I saw her leaving there. So I assumed she lived there. Anyway what I did next would haunt me for years. I went to Psychic Catina and told her maybe I should stay in the subway 2 stops to get her alone when she is coming home and talk to her. I HONESTLY didn't mean to do anything wrong! I just wanted to talk to her to apologize to her. Anyway I asked Psychic Catina that and she agreed to do that. So I did that on a Friday from school I rode 2 extra stops to talk to her. I wanted to apologize but I couldn't I was too anxious. She said there is nothing to apologize and seemed nice and left because she said she had to go. Then I spoke with Catina and we agreed to write her a letter. So I did and I gave it to her. I wrote I wanted to apologize to her and to meet up with me. So I went to that place of meetup but she didn't show up. Then in subway I asked to talk to her and she rejected me so I left. I was too anxious. I was liking her too much because of the psychics as well as my own mental illness. I then on the last day of school BEGGED to talk to her but she was stubborn and said I either to talk her in front of her friend or that there is nothing to talk about. I felt terrible about it the whole summer. I was thinking of maybe not dealing with her ever again.

The summer went by and we went back to school. I was hurt over last time. I kept still going to psychics and they kept lying saying things such as she's sorry, she likes me, she wants me to talk to her etc.. So I was having mixed feelings so I decided to try to forgive her and try to talk to her. But I didn't yet. I didn't! Now trust me what happened the next year or so that she kept doing things to intentionally try to get my attention. I was walking past her but not looking at her and she reacted as if she saw me and alerted and as I was walking back I saw her standing outside with her back towards me. I am pretty sure she was asking me for attention there. But I ignored her after what she did last time. Then at the subway I wasn't looking at her but in the train car about EVERY 5 SECONDS for a few seconds she turned around to look at me. She kept doing it many times for the 15 minute ride. I then looked at her and saw her staring at me but not smiling. I then went to a psychic and she said Nika had warm feelings when she was looking towards me even though she wasn't smiling at me. The next day she also was giving me looks but much less. So I message her on Myspace. And this is the conversation: http://anonymous159.blogspot.com/2007/10/conversation-with-her-after-all-this.html . I was nice and all and she became mad at me, said I was a stalker, hated me and wanted nothing to do with me ever again. After all this time psychics saying how much she liked me and was even sorry THIS is what I get! I felt TERRIBLE afterwards. I realized those psychics LIED to me and she hates me and is even playing mind games on me.

So what I did next time is started COMPLETELY IGNORING HER. I wanted nothing to do with her. I went to other psychics and they seemed more honest. But before that let me tell you a few things. When I started ignoring her everywhere I saw SHE COMES UP TO ME AND SAYS HI TO ME. What the hell?! If she hated me why do that? Then whenever I talked to a friend she would stare at me. Once at the parent teacher conference I went with my mom she was doing there something like giving out flyers or info or something like that and she made especially loud announcement to me and my mother's face. She was obviously asking me for attention. She couldn't stand me ignoring her. Then I was talking to a friend she and her friend Rita(from title of this article) MADE LOUD NOISES AND RAN and I looked at them and Rita was looking at me by turning her head from her back. It is CERTAIN they both were asking me for attention. But I was like obsessed with her and I had vision problems so I kept squinting whenever I saw her and went her ways just to see her. Then a security guard told me I was giving her looks. But anyway I graduated soon and I had no problems with it. I saw her in school and she was with her friends and I saw her and squinted and she and her friends laughed at me but not Rita. So I thought Rita MAY NOT have believed her(she did, I was mistaken). And so I graduated and never talked to her ever. In fact the last time we talked SHE came up to me and said hi to me. The last time I saw her was when I had glasses and was walking back in spring of 2010 going to the library. She was looking at me like surprised. I think she realized it was me. She later moved away and I never saw her since.

By 2010 I contacted her Myspace friend Rita and asked about their relationship and Rita said she didn't want to talk to Nika as she said Nika hated her. And NOW in 2014 they are friends again on FB! But now let me tell the story about Rita.

I got glasses sometime in Fall of 2009. I was going with my mom to see my grandma in a nursing home and I saw Nika's friend Rita and didn't give her looks but she gave me a surprised look like 0_0. I was surprised but pretended not to notice. Then I kept looking at her normally without staring and noticed she kept giving me looks. I went to a new psychic and he said she does like me. Later I found out he wasn't that good. But the thing is she never talked to me. I still didn't figure out why not. So I was scared in talking to her in person so I send her a FB message and I didn't get a response and she stopped staring at me. I went to certifiedpsychics and I was told there I should come up and talk to her as well as the psychic Marvin who told me she likes me. At that point she remembered who I was and wanted nothing to do with me and yet with evidence and psychics I began liking her because she is attractive and because I knew she liked me before. I went to talk to her I prepared a speech. I introduced myself and said everything nicely and politely and she kept calling me weird and then said I was weird and left me. What the heck?! By the way I had dressed up and had flowers then and was coming from my mom's birthday. I thought that might be why and went to certifiedpsychics psychic and he condemned me and yet I was mad at her because I was still nice and honest with her and SHE was staring at me. The psychic said to wait up. So I waited. I saw her then with some guys and thought she might be dating them. I didn't know! I thought maybe I should move on. I was patient. Then in 2013 I saw her in the bus and she was looking at me. I went to a psychic and he said she would love for me to talk to her. So I send her a few messages and she got mad at me and said I was creepy and all etc... So I got pissed off and threatened hurt violence and death.(This is the full conversation: http://anonymous159.blogspot.com/2013/04/conversation-with-rita.html) Because AFTER ALL THAT THEY KEPT DOING TO ME I WAS MAD LIKE HELL. I went to psychics and they said she was scared so then I apologized and promised never to talk to her ever again.

I KNOW Nika played mind games on me when I was having difficulties in my life and Rita may not have but was still mean and disgusting and not nice. I promised never to deal with Rita again. I don't have the evidence she was harassing me like Nika. But Nika was definitely evil. She was doing it on purpose.

Conversation with Rita

Gene: Hey, I know you from Dewey. I found you through looking at Dewey people on Facebook. I am looking to reconnect with people from Dewey. I saw you around Dewey and outside too and you seem like an interesting person. I hope what happened in the past between us wouldn't ruin what our friendship in the future. If you want to talk about that I can explain everything. It wasn't what it looked like, assuming you thought it was what it looked like. I'm pretty sure I saw you with that girl Nika. Please don't listen to what she had to say, she was harassing me and lying to people about me. You look like a nice person and I just want to get to know you better. I am a good person. I am not a creep, or obsessed or a stalker etc... I am a bit shy of talking to you in real life but I can talk to you if you wish. Don't be afraid of me, I have good intentions. I'll now send you a friend request. If you have any interest in me, please accept. Thanks for your time!

April 24

Gene: Hey, did you receive my last message? In case you didn't basically I sent you a message asking for friendship. I was waiting for a reply. I do not see why we shouldn't get to know each other. Maybe we'll have a good time. Next time I'll see you I'll try to talk to you but I am shy. Don't worry you won't have problems being friends with me I am a good guy. I can guarantee you I'm not a bad person.

Yesterday

Gene: The truth is that I became interested in you when I saw you outside years ago and you were staring at me almost every time. So I got that you are interested in me. Thanks. I'm flattered. You seem like a good person to me so I'm interested in you. But why do you not try to ever connect to me or when I ask you for friendship you push me away? That's not fair neither to you nor to me. If you become friends with me you might get what you're looking for. Obviously you are looking for something as you have an interest in me. I think you still like me but are too insecure to do anything. You have other friends, I'm sure but you are too afraid to be with me. Why is that? Ultimately I'm getting hurt because of what you do to me. And you are blowing your chances to find what are you looking for, as you seem to see something in me that you like very much. You're hurting yourself too. I won't talk to you in real life for being shy and being afraid of being rejected again. Please stop feeling insecure and stop pushing me away. Find the strength to take a risk, take a chance. I'm just trying to help both of us here. Please give me a chance there's no risk, no loss and the possibility of us having a good future together. I am just trying to do what is right. I do not believe you wish to hurt me but I have been hurt by and a lot by your friend-at-the-time Nika. Just listen to your heart and I think it tells you to give me a chance.
but I have been hurt by you*


Rita: OK seriously ENOUGH! I am not interested in you, this is creapy, you are creapy, leave me alone, I don't want to be friends nor did I ever wanted. Seriously get a life and stop bothering me!


Gene: Okay that was very rude. I am not creepy. But for some reason you were staring at me a lot years back. How do you explain that?


Rita: No I wasn't, you did the same thing to old friend Nika didn't leave her alone. Just stay away!


Gene: No! NIKA came onto ME until I ended up liking her just like I did you. YOU liked me. You WERE staring at me. Acknowledge it! Almost every time I passed you I saw you like 0.0 at me even when I didn't look at you. I am beginning to think you're as bad as your friend Nika. I am trying to do what is right. But you keeping wronging me.


Rita: Oh he'll no she didn't, she was creaped out by you, and trust I wasn't staring. And no I don't like you I can't stand you, so leave it be move on and get a life


Gene: Nika was also staring at me in the subway which caused me to talk to her and she told me I was a stalker. But you know what happened weeks afterwards? SHE COMES UP TO ME AND TO MY FACE SAYS HI. And then I was talking to a friend and YOU and NIKA both made loud noises and ran because you both saw me talking to a friend. Now how can I prove you two did it to harass me? Because YOU looked back to see if I had seen you. If you and Nika wanted nothing to do with me why do you both keep asking me for attention. I am 100% certain you were staring at me and either you're lying or you can't remember. You kept staring at me for months or years and then I send you a message and you STOP STARING AT ME. I have my life to live but I think you're an ass who kept staring at me to harass me. Either you like me and act bad to me because you have psychological disorders like Nika or just an ass or whatever.


Rita: Your the one with a phsychological disorder, just because someone is staring that doesn't mean they like you. I'm not an ass I'm just honesty there's a difference


Gene: No staring at someone for months or years is like stalking. You were stalking me!


Rita: HA! your the stalker! I don't even remember seeing u in high school except like twice. And stalking someone is following them everywhere, which I don't do


Gene: Yeah then you can't call me a stalker either as I was never following anyone everywhere ever. But for some reason YOU kept staring at me outside. I don't have a clue why you're being so mean to me all the time.


Gene: Now listen to me and you listen good. There's billions of people in the world that you can fuck with. You chose me. I was very nice to you. But even if you did like me and now just being mean to me, I think I have still seen your true colors. I KNOW you stared at me. That is the truth! Obviously even if you weren't fucking with me then then you are fucking with me now. But let me get to the point. IF YOU OR YOUR FRIEND NIKA EVER FUCK WITH ME AGAIN I WILL COME THERE AND I WILL FUCK YOU UP. I WILL BREAK ALL YOUR BONES, I WILL RAPE YOU, I WILL CRIPPLE YOU OR PERHAPS EVEN KILL YOU. AND YOUR STUPID FRIEND NIKA!!! I WILL MAKE YOU SUFFER SO MUCH YOU WILL REGRET THE DAY YOU WERE BORN. IF YOU STARE AT ME ONE MORE TIME I WILL CUT ALL YOUR LIMBS AND YOU'LL BE WITHOUT ARMS AND LEGS WHICH YOU DESERVE. JUST FUCK WITH ME ONE MORE TIME. I DARE YOU!!! BECAUSE WHAT I WILL DO I WILL DO IT WITH PLEASURE. JUST STARE AT ME ONE MORE TIME. YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. AT THE VERY LEAST I'LL REPORT YOU TO THE POLICE BUT THAT'S WAY WAY WAY TOO NICE TO DO IT. YOU'RE A HORRIBLE MENTALLY ILL PIECE OF SHIT. YOU DO NOTHING BUT HURT OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE TO YOU. JUST LIKE YOUR PIECE OF SHIT FRIEND NIKA!!! THE WORLD IS MUCH BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOUR TYPE. I HOPE YOU DIE SOON BAD, EVIL THING. I HOPE YOU SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ALONE. AND THEN REALIZE HOW BADLY YOU TREATED OTHER PEOPLE AND IN YOUR DEATHBED REGRET AND FEEL DEEP GUILT AND GRIEF FOR ALL THE PEOPLE YOU'VE HURT. THE SAME GOES FOR YOUR FRIEND NIKA. YOU BETTER STAY AWAY FROM ME OR I WILL FUCK YOU UP. NO MORE MR. NICE GUY. I WILL PROTECT EVERY NICE PERSON I AM AROUND INCLUDING MYSELF. YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR BACK FROM NOW ON YOU FUCKING ATTENTION WHORE!!!!

4:09pm
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Okay I must apologize for what I did. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I was just really upset. But it wasn't all my fault. I am partially to blame and I think so are you but you know who is most to place? PSYCHICS! The same with Nika, the stupid fraudalent psychic pieces of shit lied to me and made me to crazy things I would not have done otherwise. I am sorry for making you feel bad. But I was exploited, manipulated, used and deceived. YOU ARE NOT IN ANY DANGER!! I WILL NOT HURT YOU!!!! I found out the truth now. I know you now hate me and are afraid of me but I want you to know it wasn't all my fault. Yes I'm wrong for what I did. But I promise you that I will definitely leave you alone forever now. Those charlatans will pay dearly for causing me and other people such problems!! YOU DO NOT LIKE ME!!!! I was fooled! They said you liked me but were too insecure to talk to me. I believed that and they also said I should talk to you which I did. I have sinned now. Because of these evil people I had problems with you and Nika. I WOULD NEVER HAVE DONE THIS IF IT WEREN'T FOR THEM!!! I am so sorry. I will not ask you for friendship anymore. I will not bother you anymore. I am really sorry for what I did and feel guilt and remorse because of it. I was being irrational. Nothing made sense to me. I also have mental illness and I obsess over things easily. I thought about you more than a normal person should think about another. I may have been obsessed with you. I kept returning to seeing your facebook because I had such high hopes and expectations from our relationship. But the more the scammers lied to me the more wrong I did to you. I am not a bad person but I have sinned in doing all these things to you. I will never go to those frauds again. Even my friend was dishonest with me. Do not fear me as I won't carry out those threats I made against you. I can't believe I did that. I told my psychiatrist and therapist what I did. I have fucked up. I was so wrong.

I AM SORRY!!!! EVERYTHING I DID TO YOU IS WRONG. IT IS ALL MY FAULT. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE FOREVER NOW. I WILL NOT BOTHER YOU AGAIN.

Conversation with Atheist

New Ager:hi


Atheist: sup man


New Ager: im watching this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySgYWzEJaxU&list=FLBiKQemnKJY5jgVh8iZk2Tg&index=14&feature=plpp_video
im also reading spirituality and talking on omegle


Atheist: makin lunch atm, watching that vid now


New Ager: cool


Atheist: that really doesn't say anything about whether or not new age belief systems are any better than old age religions unfortunately.
It uses the same logic religion does as a matter of fact and that is: "Know it because you feel it" as opposed to: Here are facts about the psychology of a human, govt, religion, society, and how it all works against itself...
you are a seeker of knowledge and truth?


New Ager: it talks about whether new age is new world order


Atheist: then look for studies, tests, verifiable sources
yea, it didn't really tell me anything about it though. I mean, it was just a rehash of old shit with bad music lol
I am making lunch so my responses will be back and forth


New Ager: im not sure i believe modern science can prove anything metaphysical. around my circle we believe in astrology but science can't prove that either. you can't measure it. you can measure astronomy but not astrology


I have a problem. i strongly believe in god. and i believe my experiences and other things are evidences for god. but atheists are not impressed and still do not believe me. and they use logic and reason to explain why those are

not proof of god. and part of me agrees with that. but another part tells me god does exist. so i have conflicting

feelings that torture me. i don't like to not believe in god. yet at the same time it makes some sense to me. its

perhaps mind vs heart


Atheist: there is nothing wrong with agnosticism you know
the belief that you just don't know
you can't prove it one way or another


New Ager: but i believe god can and should be proven


Atheist: if you want a real debate with far more responses to your questions regarding the metaphysical, astrology, new age beliefs, etc, you should go to reddit
if god were real, wouldn't there be some proof of him
verifiable, unquestionable truth?
he wants us all to know him yet leaves no sign of himself besides a book written by man


New Ager: but i don't believe in the abraham god so its not like that


Atheist: http://www.reddit.com/r/DebateAnAtheist/search?q=debate+skeptics&sort=relevance&restrict_sr=on
http://www.reddit.com/r/skeptic/search?q=debate+skeptics&sort=relevance&restrict_sr=on
two sub reddits
almost done makin lunch, bbiab


New Ager:i don't know why i don't like debating atheists. maybe i can't beat them or they don't get it or something else


you left


Atheist:nah just finished eating


Atheist:oh it says you're offline


Atheist: if you are looking for truth, then your debates should not be about winning, they should be about discovery
if you are trying to win the argument, essentially, you have already decided what you want to believe regardless of the evidence


New Ager:i heard that the brain is wired to win not to seek truth


Atheist: yea....no lol
a person who is caught up in their beliefs will shut out evidence yes, but a truly inquisitive person will seek the truth regardless of whether it fits into their worldview
and if your brain is tying to win, then take control of it and learn to learn =]


New Ager: i think im not a truth seeker i just want to believe in my god


Atheist: listen man, the ideas of new age religions, personal gods, crystal healing, astrology, psychics....there is no proof for any of it when tested. When the only evidence one can find of its existence is from other psychics, astrologers, crystal energy advocates etc, that is a major problem
if it worked science would embrace it and use it
if it worked there would be a great use for it no?
I mean, imagine being able to know what is going to happen to you in the year, or in the day, that is some pretty useful stuff...science would be all over it
or imagine new age energy being used in medicine, personal growth etc, science would love to have that as a tool


New Ager:astrology so far described everyone i know perfectly


Atheist:there is a simple recipe for astrology
and it uses vauge remarks that fit anyone
I can look at libra and see many of the traits that suit me, and many that do not
I can do the same for pisces, taurus, etc


New Ager:they fit people strongly


Atheist:you are hurting my brain man
this is a sham, its as old as society


New Ager:im sure i get into good debates with you because you're a libra


Atheist:lol....no my new friend, its because you are looking for something and I have a decent answer for at least a bit of it =]


New Ager:my only conclusion is that science can't prove the metaphysical so it must be proven in other ways


Atheist:when a person gets turned onto an idea, they research that idea as it seems you have with things such as astrology yes?
have you ever spent months researching to disprove it?
that would be the scientific method to go about this
and if there was a way to prove the metaphysical, science would find a way
think about ghost hunters, psychics, crystal healers


New Ager: nope


Atheist:there are ways to test and see if they are effectve
and over the decades, they have been proven false
once some one is in a controlled environment, they can't bend spoons, their predictions are found false, and their energy healing does not work
if that shit is real, try to disprove it. there are sooo many studies to refer to
you will find that not once has there been any case for the metaphysical
outside of people saying "well I know this guy who..." okay, look up the guy, find information that says this is so
what about these people getting "cured" by cancer using reikki or crystal healing....where is the proof? If it is so real, there would be a report on it
you have to question these things
http://www.openthemagazine.com/article/living/the-scientific-case-against-astrology
an article about science debunking astrology
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=haP7Ys9ocTk
derrin brown showing how he uses the psychology of astrology


New Ager: i can't let go of these beliefs i must be broken


Atheist:you haven't even tried to prove them false....you have given up before even trying


New Ager:im too weak to let this go


Atheist:if a belief is to be held as truth it will be able to stand in light of criticism.
and to say that is to give up dude


New Ager: well then you're right and i'm wrong


Atheist:what you are saying is, I am going to choose to be ignorant of the truth because the lie makes me feel good. If the lie makes you feel so good then why are you even searching for truth? Because you KNOW that there is more to the world than you have been led to believe


New Ager:damn my laptop is super lag


Atheist:all you have to do is read a bit bro. If you spent the time you do trying to prove your beliefs researching the alternative, you can easily set your mind free of this rubbish
watch that derrin brown video I linked
its like 8 min, and I am telling you, look up cold reading
once you know what cold reading is, and really understand it, all this astrology/psychic bs is transparent
and cold reading is not hard to understand, its quite simple


did you watch the derren brown video?
I also just realized something


New Ager:right now all im concerned about is improving my mental health


Atheist:its not that you are too weak, you are just afraid of what it means
if you are concerned about your mental health, then you should be concerned about getting the right treatment and not wasting your money or time with bullshit
being deluded by charlatans is going to cause you more grief than you know. I have a story for you....
one of my ex's has a gay father who used to go to a psychic in Chicago where we lived


New Ager:i am getting the proper treatment but its not working well so i will use natural as well


Atheist:he was a rich guy and went to a "top notch" psychic. Paid hundreds of dollars per session and saw her 5 times a week
the lady filled his head with what the problem was to the point that he lost his fortune, his family, his life partner of 20 years
she turned him against his own life
he died last month


New Ager:he died because of that?


Atheist:but thankfully in January with the little money he had left, he went to a woman named Byron Katie in California, realized what had happened as a result of his new age beliefs and was at least able to reconcile with his family before he died
no he died from natural causes
the point is, this woman was a nationally renowned psychic and she completely fucked up the mans life pretending like she knew what was going on with him, pretending to read the stars and his future


New Ager:so the psychic said he had some kind of a spiritual problem only the psychic with lots of money paid to her could cure?


Atheist:yes, he said that "this" problem" was because of his daughter taking advantage and the tarot cards confirm it, and "this" problem" was because his lifepartner was doing "____" and the stars confirm it, "this" problem" is because your sons are "____" and the crystals tell me this....
these people may or may not believe in their "powers" but one thing is for certain, they don't have any and it causes more harm then good because you are then shutting out the ability to get to the TRUTH of the issue


New Ager:that's horrible


Atheist:this is a true story that I watched unfold right in front of me
I dated her for over a year when the worst of it was happening


New Ager:i remember telling you on omegle how the psychics caused me psychological damage because of their bs about a girl that was playing mind games on me


Atheist:matter of fact, I just got off the phone with her this afternoon cuz she called to wish me a happy birthday and I learned that her father had passed 2 weeks back
THAT IS EXACTLY MY POINT!
you have already experienced their complete and utter bs and the destructiveness it can cause in your life
now that was just a girl in highschool
imagine it was your wife, or your career at stake


New ager:i wil never forgive those frauds causing me damage by lying to me and i will never forgive the girl for playing games on me.i am still mad at her


Atheist:look man
go watch derren brown
you are sitting on the internet doing nothing more than chatting
watch the link I sent you
its entertaining and amazing stuff
he talks about all sorts of psychological tricks that are played on people


NEw Ager:tell me how exactly do psychics ruin your life except just taking money from you?


Atheist:watch the show he does called the nature of belief
(I think thats the name of it)
I just did man
and you have already seen what happens when you listen to a psychic
the story of my ex's father, and you with the girl


New Ager:i don't know how exactly psychics fuck up your relationship with your family


Atheist:its simple
if I pretend that I know what advice you need to live your life as assumed by metaphysical powers, even if I believe that I have them, I give you life advice based on trust. You trust that I know what I am talking about....and when I am wrong because I tell you not to worry about what they think, just chew on this root, or tell you to ostracize people from your life, or just give you bad advice because I am not a psychologist and I don't have any training in understanding how to help others fix their problems, you fuck up your life for listening to me
I am beginning to think you are trolling me dude...


New Ager:tell me how. btw i once lost $100 from a psychic who said she could cure my mental illness. i was so stupid. i paid her unreliably too through western union which is a bad way to deal with business. so i wait and nothing happens. i go back to her she said there is a problem. there is another spell put on me and she has to get rid of that first. excuse me! but she promised there would be an improvement. it didn't happen! and if there was something she should have known anyway. there's no way would i fall for that bs again. so i didn't go back.


Atheist:I mean come on man
a spell on you>?


New Ager:i am NOT trolling you but i can't let go of my religion


Atheist:and you are having a hard time not believing this shit?
its not your religion, its a belief system
I can't sit here and argue this much longer man. I would love to talk about it further, but until you do some research to the contrary this is just going to go around in circles
stop thinking about how hard it is to over come your beiliefs and just read up on the contrary evidence against it
simply watching Derren brown videos on youtube will blow your mind
and they are really entertaining as well as enlightening
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=haP7Ys9ocTk
just watch that


New ager:im an intelligent guy im sure i will get it when watching the videos


Atheist:I am sure you will too
you already have enough bad experiences with this shit to open your mind
enjoy some derren brown, he is really fun to watch
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=derrin+brown%2C+nature+of+belief&oq=derrin+brown%2C+nature+of+belief&gs_l=youtube-reduced.3...2885579.2888141.0.2888300.16.16.0.0.0.0.167.2055.4j12.16.0...0.0...1ac.1.mJvwB-EqqBY
when you are done with that video, watch this one on "the nature of belief" also by derren, split into like 8 vidz


New Ager:Damm my browser crashed
Im talking thru cp trying to restore opera


Atheist:yikes
the links should still be in chat when you get it back up and running


New Ager:im back
but opera still laggy


Atheist:=]


New Ager:i feel that hypnosis used to be a pseudoscience that because a proven science
became*


Atheist:its psychology, not really a science


New Ager:sounds like something new agers would practice before science understood it


Atheist:they use it in all sorts of ways actually
putting people in trance states to induce belief that what is going on is working, when its no more than the power of suggestion


New Ager:yes i know
i think even with all this skepticism i would become an atheist. i think religion is in the brain


Atheist:that is the correct assertion
religion is in the brai
brain*


New Ager:i mean there is a part of your brain that makes you religious


Atheist:not that makes you religious
but it looks for patterns


New Ager:maybe a deficiency of the frontal cortex the part of logic i believe

Atheist:some patterns are more complex than others
religion is a simple pattern so its easy to believe
every is due to "X"


New Ager:i know one thing: we will all find out eventually. too bad we won't be able to tell others. we will all die and know if there is a god or not
so astral projection is just lucid dreaming???


Atheist:yep
which is cool and all. but it dont solve shit
lol


New Ager:are you sure you truly APed and not just a dream where you think you are APing?


Atheist:I am sure that for 3 years while I was locked up in a room all I did was practice AP


New Ager:then why do all these AP people keep on saying its an awesome experience and proves the afterlife and blah blah blah?


Atheist:lucid dreaming is cool, its fun
takes a long time to get any good at it
but just because a bunch of people say its true, doesn't make it so
if you follow that line of thought you should be a muslim, a christian, a jew, and hindu
not just one, but all of them
they all say it is true, they have no proof
AP has been around for 50 years almost now
in pop culture at least
if there were any validity to it, we would be using it
keep watching derren brown man
watch the nature of belief


New Ager:i would really like to see you or someone like you debate a big new ager
if i could read about it or something i would be happier and could make up my mind better


Atheist:all the info you are looking for is out there
start a thread on reddit to the two forums I posted
ask for help in finding good evidence


New Ager:i saw them. there isn't much there


Atheist:they will gladly post everything under the sun


New Ager:the dalai lama said if science disproved reincarnation/rebirth the buddhists would stop believing it


Atheist:actually the dalai lama said that he is convinced that we need to think about the world in some other way beyond religion
http://io9.com/5942616/dalai-lama-tells-his-facebook-friends-that-religion-is-no-longer-adequate


New Ager:im sure i can find a good theist vs atheist debate. there's those out there all the time. but what about a skeptic debating a new ager?


Atheist:DUDE
just watch derren brown
it explains ALL
seriously


New Ager:i will


Atheist:just watch the guy
like now


New Ager:im just constantly busy


Atheist:stop asking questions that you can answer easily yourself


New Ager:no i can't answer them


Atheist:you can, you just have to do the research


New Ager:i'll look for proof and for skepticism


Atheist:thats the ticket


New Ager:what do you think of the great souls like Qauatzelcoatl, Hermes Trismegistus, Jesus Christ, Krishna and Gautama Buddha?


Atheist:stories embodying what we think of when we imagine the divine


New Ager:so you mean they never existed?


Atheist:I think it is possible that the individual may have existed in some way, may have been a good set of guys, but sure as hell did not re-incarnate, walk on water, perform miracles, or anything like that
and while I think it could be possible they MAY have existed, I do not believe that they did


New Ager:you know what i wish? i wish that a great soul would come to earth at THIS time and perform miracles so we can scientifically prove them


Atheist:Jesus for example is not recorded anywhere in in the history of the world
not one schoar, historian, police report, judge, nothing
and they actually kept a really good record of the "prophets" back in that day


New Ager:i saw some WEAK evidence that jesus existed


Atheist:how about you be that great soul
prove miracles exist by being an amazing person and helping others
like the shroud of turrin weak?
lol


New Ager:i want supernatural miracles just like those great people


Atheist:you are waiting for magic man
don't hold your breath you'll be dead in 5 minutes


New Ager:yeah its the magic that made those people so great not their teachings


Atheist:did you notice that not one of the people you mentioned said anything about pedophilia, rape, slavery, women's rights or genocide?


New Ager:they haven't?


Atheist:nope
not a word


New Ager:how do you know?


Atheist:because I have researched it
a simple google search will provide you with the same answer


New Ager:im sure they would be against it


Atheist:if they were real, they probably would have said something dontcha think?


New Ager: buddhists and hindus are against wrong actions including those bad things as they believe in karma
jesus taught to love others


Atheist:doesn't matter, we can look back and say, "well, they would have been against it" then why didn't they say something? These issues are not new to society
rape in those days was considered a property crime
slavery was a way of life
genocide was practiced by the gods and the nations that served them
mohamed married a 6 year old girl and consumated the marriage at 9 years old
if these figures had any morality at all, they would have taught us that women were equal to men on top of all the other things I just laid out


mohamed is a pedophile


yep....


New Ager:he was a prophet not a god-man


Atheist:he is believed to be the jesus of islam
he was a god man


New Ager:no they believe him to be a prophet and jesus to them is also a prophet


Atheist:jesus was just a man to them
mohamed was the true prophet


New agernot what i read
maybe i should be a fucking agnostic that believes in god?


Atheist:jesus was not believed to be the son of god by islam, just google it, mohamed was


New Ager: i read mohamed was the latest prophet of islam and jesus was still a prophet of the past but not god


Atheist:mohamed is the son of allah, allah is islamic for "god"


New Ager:oh really?


Atheist:yep


New Ager:ok


Atheist:all you have to do is google it man


New Ager:i believe mohamed is a prophet until he took up the sword


Atheist:you should not be taking my word for it on any of this anyway
thats the nature of being a truth seeker
not just believing what others tell you


New Ager:well i read mohamed was a prophet not a son of god i will google it now


Atheist:http://www.islamicity.com/mosque/muhammad_bible.htm


New ager:it says muhammad is a prophet


Atheist:are you referencing the quran?
cuz thats where it says it
the passage I just sent you is a passage from the quran


New Ager:yeah it says prophet not god


Atheist:A prophet like unto Moses. There were hardly any two prophets ,who were so much alike as Moses and Muhammad. Both were given comprehensive law code of life, both encountered their enemies and were victors in miraculous ways, both were accepted as prophets/statesmen and both migrated following conspiracies to assassinate them. Analogies between Moses and Jesus overlooks not only the above similarities but other crucial ones as well (e.g. the natural birth, family life and death of Moses and Muhammad but not of Jesus, who was regarded by His followers as the Son of God and not exclusively a messenger of God, as Moses and Muhammad were and as Muslim belief Jesus was).


New Ager:yes jesus is regarded by christians as god and muhammad is regarded by muslims as a prophet there ya go
"The Qur'an was dictated to him by Angel Gabriel who asked Muhammad to simply repeat the words of the Qur'an as he heard them. " I believe this


Atheist:I stand corrected =]


New Ager: carl jung believed in the metaphysical. he believed in the superconscious mind. perhaps that is where when people(including prophets) channel they get their answers
i see carl jung as a spiritual psychologist


Atheist:the sub conscience mind is a very real thing yes, but our answers come from genetic code


New Ager:you can train yourself to get answers come to your mind through meditation. its metaphysical training
the subconscious mind does not have all the answers but the superconscious does


Atheist:we are social creatures and we rely on the pack to survive, if kill, lie, steal, rape, molest members of our pack we are ostracized,


New Ager:yes we are like dogs we are social that's why we are best friend with dogs. but what does that have to do with mind?


Atheist:if we are thrown out of the pack we risk the opportunity to pass on our genes. That is where morals come from, not ancient wisdom
this is all bio-genetics 101


New Ager:no i mean you can get answers to any question if you practice metaphysical technique. carl jung believed it and so do i


Atheist:thats rediculous
for one
the brain records every iota of information that has every passed our consciousnesses. to tap into the subconsciousness can be a conscience act or can be lulled by a therapist practicing something like hypnotism


New Ager:no that's how prophets get lots of answers and create huge religions with a lot of content no one with a crazy imaginationcan make up


Atheist:to assume that we can know everything there was to ever know and ever will be known by mystical means "because we all have the answers stored in our....whatever you want to call it....that is a pretty far reaching hypothesis


New Ager:im a believer. a lot of new age material is made from channeling entities through automatic writing


Atheist:your statement that "that is how prophets get there info..." is short sighted and forgetting that which we have already spoke of
OMG
just watch derren brown in regards to auto writting
seriously man...


New Ager:yeah im sure he can't explain it


Atheist:there is a logical fallacy going on here that you are not aware of, you are complicating the situation by saying because x+y=z, it is because of "a"
he can actually, he does it specifically so people will understand why it is a farce


New Ager:i'll watch him


Atheist:http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=derrin+brown%2C+nature+of+belief&oq=derrin+brown%2C+nature+of+belief&gs_l=youtube-reduced.3...2885579.2888141.0.2888300.16.16.0.0.0.0.167.2055.4j12.16.0...0.0...1ac.1.mJvwB-EqqBY
watch this series
nature of belief
hit me up when its over


New Ager:im afraid if i click that my opera will freeze


Atheist:its just youtube
go to youtube then and search for "derren brown, nature of belief


New Ager:im at the first video


Atheist:its a great series, you will enjoy it


New Ager:but im a new ager not a skeptic


Atheist:no you are a human who has been lied to already many times by new agers.....
your identity is not your belief
but your actions are your identity


New Ager:i've been lied to fake psychics pretending to be psychics


Atheist:just watch man
derren is a better "psychic" then psychics...


New Agerim sure he is
except for real psychics as i believe such exist


Atheist:I am not going to respond to that....


New Ager:do as you like


i'll watch derren brown on astrology now


Atheist:you couldn't have finished the whole piece on blief
belief*


New Ager:wait is astrology included in nature of belief video?


video*
Atheist:its an entire show broken up on you tube


New Ager:so astrology is included in it?


Atheist:no
weird, part of my previous message did not go through


New Ager:sometimes that happens


Atheist:the nature of belief is an 8 part video
you should really watch the whole thing, it covers faith healing, instant conversion, new age thought processes....it is quite diverse


New Ager:interesting
what is instant conversion? a person suddenly becoming religious?


Atheist:yep


New Ager:that's how i became new age; immediately


Atheist:he gathers a room full of atheists and agnostics for a talk and converts them
yea...red flag


New Ager:WOW
that's SO COOL
awesome psychological technique


Atheist:I guess....kinda scary though
he deprograms them before they leave thankfully


New Ager:i bet that video will blow my mind
i like it when that happens
new age blew my mind but i bet this will too


Atheist:start watching derren brown and everything he does will blow your mind


New Ager:haha
i think i'll start watching now


Atheist:I thought you were already lol



New Ager:im talking to my metaphysical friend on fb who channels. i wonder if you 2 would have a good debate together
i'd enjoy it


Atheist:sounds like masturbation without the payoff


New Ager:what payoff? no pleasure?


Atheist:no ending


New Ager:sounds like it could be a good debate


Atheist:channeling is just cold reading too....seriously man
educate yourself


New Ager:i believe in channeling and auto writing


Atheist:it doesn't seem to me like you are looking for any truth whatsoever, only looking to convince yourself to believe further
thats because you have not looked up any evidence contrary to it
how can you say you believe something if you have not tried to disprove it


New Ager:lots of people are like that
billions of people believe in unproven religion and im sure lots of people never bothered seeking the truth


Atheist:doesn't make it honest or true
and look at where our world is at becuase of it


New Ager:still there might be a soul in every human being and religion could be saving it


Atheist:....I don't think you realize what you are saying....just look up holy wars and tell me how that saves souls


New Ager:it destroys the bodies but perhaps religions saves the SOUL


Atheist:that is called cognitive dissonance and it is a psychological flaw


New Ager:what do you mean?


Atheist:so we can now assume that becuase it "might" be true we should support holy wars?
and whos side do we support....the logic you propose is extremely flawed


New Ager:that's not what im saying


Atheist:whether thats what you mean, that is what it boils down to
I am sorry man, I am really trying to be patient here and understanding of your position but I am really losing my patience. You have spent all day chatting with me and instead of just researching these ideas, you defend them
and what do your metaphysical friends say about all this? "trust your instincts, you know deep down what is true..." not, here is some evidence of it....
faith which cannot survive collision with the truth is not worth a single regret


New Ager:brb
i keep telling you
regardless of how much of my new age you debunk i will still believe it. whether its true or not
we new agers truly do believe in following our heart
and this is where my heart is telling me to be
i'll watch the video right now
i'll first watch astrology by derren brown
ithink i saw this video


Atheist:sorry I was afk


New Ager:i saw the astrology one. i really think i saw it before because i remember the same trick used
i found a way around that


Atheist:THERE IS NO WAY AROUND THAT, IT IS CALLED FUCKING COLD READING. LEARN ABOUT IT
its a fucking parlor trick man, it has been since it started, and is still so today


New Ager:the way to tell if its the cold reading/fohrer effect is to read and feel is the sign truly IS like you if you're not 100% or close to it then its real. i mean you can't compare a hot tempered sign like aries to a self reserved one like capricorn. the personalities are completely different! all my fire sign friends are simple minded and fiery while all my air sign friends are intellectuals. cold reading is true but so is astrology
its harder to tell between water and earth signs as they are introverted


Atheist:do you know what compartmentalization is? Cuz that is what you are doing right now


New Ager:but its clear with air and fire signs


Atheist:no its not
its a trick
and you have been duped


New Ager:almost every sign fits my friends. my mom is a gemini and loves to learn and to travel. i have a moon in taurus so i don't like to travel i like staying at home


Atheist:in the astrology example he handed out to those people in the video, he wrote that months before he met any of those people. He did not know their signs, he just did a blind cold read. When you go into an astrologer, they either outright ask you your sign, or if they are smart, they cold read it from you
I love to learn and travel, I am not a gemini
at the same time, I really like to be indoors and I am quite a bit of a hermit becuase I am an artist
I don't have any moon in taurus
these are things that apply to SO MANY PEOPLE


New Ager:not as strongly as they would to people of those sign natives


Atheist:that is a rediculous response


New Ager:no one loves to travel as much a gemini except for sagittarius


Atheist:if I believed in astrology and some one told me I have a moon in taurus and I like to be inside I would be like "Yea I do! How did you know!!!"
I traveled all over this country for like 4 years straight, never going home, just on the road the whoile time
I am not a gemini...when was the last time your mother did that?


New Ager:she doesn't have the money or the opportunity but she clearly loves travel and i clearly do not


Atheist:I just drove and did my thing
but I am not a gemini
so why did I enjoy it so much


New Ager:a lot of people love travelling. BUT not as much as gemini or sagittarius


Atheist:that is not evidence
DUDE
FALLACIES...LEARN THEM


New Ager:we all have a different personality. the question is when is it your personality and when is it cold reading?


Atheist:your logic is so flawed it is not even worth discussing
it is ALWAYS cold reading


New Ager:so personalities do not exist?


Atheist:you seem like an intelligent enough guy man, but you are just completely ignoring the fact that cold reading is how astrology works, same with psychics. and no, I never said personalities do not exist, I said astrology does not exist....do you see what you did there?
completely illogical conclusion to attempt to strengthen a belief with NO proof


New Ager:well i experienced astrology in my life so i believe it
few aries are calm and collected while few taurus are hot headed


Atheist:you can recite all the astrological qualities of a person to me till you turn blue in the face, it does not in ANY WAY make it true
its like turning to the bible to prove that the bible is true
one sec afk
http://www.scientificexploration.org/journal/jse_04_1_mcgrew.pdf
http://www.scientificexploration.org/journal/jse_04_1_mcgrew.pdf

read that
scientfic study on astrology


New Ager:eh fuck science i trust my experience beyond all else


Atheist:then you are choosing to be completely ignorant and I am having a very hard time not raging at such willfull moronosism


New Ager:well then im broken


Atheist:yea, I think so


New Ager:im sorry im not perfect like you atheists


Atheist:you have a scientific study of astrology RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU and you can't even face the facts
its not about being perfect
its about being honest with yourself
about facing the nature of reality and not deluding yourself into believing a bunch of shit that does ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to better the life of others on this planet


New Ager:billions of people are like that
"WHY WE WILL NEVER ALL AGREE ON ANYTHING.
The reason we will never agree on everything, the reason Conservatives will always argue with Liberals, why

Atheists will never believe, and why the Religious won't let go of their belief. Why a racist will be racist.

It is because everything is perspective and experience related. A liberal is a Liberal because they have

experienced Liberal policies helping out a poor family. Conservatives are Conservative because they have seen those

policies help create jobs for a family on hard times.

An Atheist who has never experienced God will not believe, and a believer who has, will never give up faith.

It's fun to debate these things and all, but in the end we all depend on our experiences to shape the way we feel,

and see the world.

Which is why some people may seem stubborn, some seem like they just wont open their mind up to other

possibilities.....that's because their experiences validate their beliefs.

Maybe we should keep that in mind when wanting to slam our heads against the wall while trying to "educate"

someone, or "wake them up"."

-JMO


Atheist:and that is WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD


New Ager:well then evolution has fucked up


Atheist:actually the post you just left me is wrong in the 4th paragraph
not everything is perspective or experience related
there are very valid and hard truths to this world and people would rather be deluded and pretend in their gods and fairy tales then face reality


New Ager:im not sure about that
i didn't write that


Atheist:thats because you are deluded
and I am sorry I know that was not polite
am just a bit frustrated with your choice to ignore the evidence right in front of you


New Ager:like billions of other people


Atheist:I am done with this conversation, I have better things to do. I hope you find what you are looking for
I really tried to discuss things with you, but this is rediculous
like trying to administer medicine to the dead

11:58pm
New Ager:i told you several times i won't ever let go of my belief in the metaphysics

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Conversation with fb guy

atheist guy:You truly don't get it.
Every human being is deserving of love, care, and help, including those who wrong us in the worst ways. A human being unable to forgive is only a shadow of their own pain, barely considered a human being at all.

I concluded you were both an asshole and had hubris the moment I met you

atheist guy:You don't need me anymore. Delete me and move on to someone more willing to help you. But just as the bible says The Lord helps those who help themselves, I'd rather help those who help themselves. You, someone who feeds on the help of others like a leech, filling your own craving for attention, needs to break free from your own mental bondage, but that it is only possible for someone who can learn detachment and return to the center and discover their inner truth. No one can hold your hand through it.
You are not in need of my help. Therefore, I'd like you delete me to drive the point that you require to fix
yourself home and that NO ONE can help or love you until you learn to do so yourself.

me::yeah that really hurts me. several of your points hurt me. you assumed a lot of things about me that are not true. you think because you're smart and know psychology that you know me? i'll have you know im one of the nicest, kindest and best people anyone will EVER meet! and people love me. you just don't know me or understand and don't understand true pain that i feel. pride? yeah maybe a little. but some of the best people are narcissists and i'm a narcissist who wants to help people. you don't understand my pain and that I AM NOT LIKE YOU. i can't just stand up and become stronger. that i can't. but gradually i might be able to free myself. an asshole? definitely not! you never had severe mental illness that disables you, how can you possibly understand how i feel? im a SAINT compared to some people. and im a great soul. i know the true religion and understand god better than you atheists will EVER understand in this lifetime. but i'll do you the favor and delete you. if that's what you really want you'll get it. and then when im fine i might come back and tell you that and be proud even though you judged me and not understood me. im a beautiful soul and one of the most worthwhile people you will EVER meet. and i don't think im weak anymore. im stronger than you will EVER know. im sure in my shoes you'd be already DEAD(suicide) but i still press on. and even if i do not succeed in this lifetime i know through the light of the truth in my heart one day i will just by my righteousousness. im sure god will understand your reasons for being an asshole to you and hope you get the punishment that is just and no more no less. in fact i might block you too. i don't know why you're a dick to me but im sure the truth will set me free. you just made a lot of assumptions about me from a few conversations or even sooner than that that are not true. and btw the whole forgiveness thing i used to be a BIG forgiver. one of the best. but once again i am not because of the mental illness. i wish you luck in life and hope you become a better person than being an asshole to mentally disabled people like me. you're just a bully now and i am more spiritually developed than you. i have more potential than you i bet i am even better than you. goodbye!

Convo w her friend

H1
you are so overly pedantic and annoying. i didnt read your entire response bc im going out
but..
'You think Ron Paul is crazy.'
remind when i said that please.
you can add me on fbook. ill accept. reluctantly.
lol



July 19, 2008
H2
lol should I?


July 19, 2008
H1

why not. just promise not to stal me like you did X

stalk**

July 19, 2008

H2

what she talks about me? oh i see she spreads propaganda and lies.

but its that i stalked her. that part is right. but it wasnt for bad intentions. she led me on too.

im not a bad person...


July 19, 2008

H1

actually, regardless of your intentions, what you did to her was sick an def incriminating.

and she did not lead you on. she is not attracted to you in any sort of way and she never has been. im her best friend, i would know.
you have a problem. stop denying it. you followed her home and wrote her crazy shit and then you even stalked her in gym. i was in that class btw.
she really has no sort of benevolent feeling towards you at all. and really, who could blame her?
whatever. its in the past. just dont try to make her look like the bad guy. bc i know everything that happened.


July 20, 2008

H2

That's a huge load of crap. She has been lying to people all along.

First of all why did she approach me in country fair a year ago and talked to me if she never liked me? What did she want from me?

After I stalked her, I wrote her a letter. If she did hate me because of that, why did she accept it?

Okay the above things are not half as big as what I'm about to say now. She hurt my feelings when she rejected me when I begged to talk with her. And I didn't want to talk to her anymore. Then explain this:

WHY IN THE FUCKING WORLD WOULD SHE BE FUCKING STARING AT ME IN THE SUBWAY MAKING EYE CONTACT AND SHIT WHEN SHE THOUGHT I WAS A FUCKING STALKER?!?!? THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I APPROACHED HER! SHE WAS LOOKING AT ME LIKE SHE WANTED TO SAY SHE WAS SORRY BUT WHEN I FUCKING CAME UP TO HER AND TOLD HER MY FEELINGS ABOUT HER SHE YELLED AT ME AND CALLED ME A STALKER. SHE FUCKING LED ME ON.

After that time, I never said a fucking word to her. Then one time I was walking through the hallway and SHE SAID HI TO ME! I ignored her. THEN IN THE TRAIN STATION SHE KEPT ON LOOKING AT ME. I noticed it from the side of my eye. WHY THE FUCK WOULD SHE CARE IF SHE WANTED TO GET AWAY FROM ME?!

You don't know shit. She is a big fucking liar and I am so sick of her. She never cared about my feelings and treated me like crap. YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME? GO ASK HER EX-BEST FRIEND! It was a short girl with black hair, a little colored. Your friend won't admit it. But I know her ex best friend will.

But don't tell your best friend that. You think she will admit it? Please.

And I don't know about the gym thing you are talking about. I only stalked her once when I tried apologizing to her.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER HEAD? I ASKED TO TALK TO HER SO MANY TIMES. I ASKED TO BE HER FRIEND SO MANY TIMES. I TOLD HER MY FEELINGS ABOUT HER SO MANY TIMES. I EVEN WROTE HER A LETTER. HOW CAN SHE TREAT ME LIKE THAT? WHY WAS SHE LOOKING AT ME IN THE TRAIN? WHY DID SHE SAY HI TO ME IN THE HALLWAY AFTER CALLING ME A STALKER? WHY DID SHE STARE AT ME LEADING ME ON TO TALK TO HER?

THE ONLY THING I EVER WANTED WAS FRIENDSHIP AND I WAS TREATING HER LIKE A PRINCESS. She treated me like shit...

YOU KNOW WHAT'S REALLY SICK? LEADING ME ON SO THAT I WOULD COME AND TELL HER MY FEELINGS ABOUT HER SO THAT SHE COULD PLAY ALL OVER MY EMOTIONS. THAT IS SICK. THAT IS RAPE RIGHT THERE. I TRULY HATE CUNTS LIKE HER. ALL THEY DO IS WANT ATTENTION AND THINK THEY ARE ALL THAT AND REALLY PLAY ON GUYS FEELINGS.

DON'T BELIEVE ME? ASK THAT GIRL SHE KNEW. SHE KNOWS. SHE WAS THERE. SHE KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOUR BEST FRIEND IS. A FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD NUTCASE WHO DOESN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW TO CONTROL HERSELF. And from the way you speak, it looks like you don't have so little difference from her. Both got big problems...

I KNOW EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED AND EVERYTHING SHE DID TO ME. I SHALL NEVER LOOK AT HER EVER AGAIN. YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT WHAT HAPPENED. SHE IS HIDING HERSELF FROM YOU. SHE MAY TREAT YOU NICELY BUT SHE WAS INTENTIONALLY PLAYING ON MY FEELINGS FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. She IS the bad guy. Whether you believe it or not.

You people make me sick. You believe you are everything in the world. You treat others like crap. You hurt nice people. You are not diplomatic what so ever. You all have sick problems with your head and all deserve 20 years in a mental hospital. You would need a whole team to fix you people up. Fuckers if that doesn't cure you of your sick perverse games you play on peoples feelings like you just can then ALL PEOPLE LIKE YOU DESERVE TO BE SHOT. I WILL ALWAYS DEFEND MYSELF FROM FUCKED UP NUTCASES LIKE YOU. HITLER MADE A MISTAKE KILLING JEWS GAY AND DISABLED PEOPLE. HE SHOULD'VE KILLED THOSE PEOPLE WHO REALLY RUIN SOCIETY SUCH AS MENTALLY UNSTABLE FUCKTARDS LIKE YOU 2.