Conversation with her after all this time

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I didn't mean to do that. I followed you to your train station to tell you that I'm sorry for the first thing that I did. I just didn't know how else I could get you alone. If I realy meant harm I wouldn't have come and said "umm ah I know I hurt you in the past" I could barely say a few sentences I was so nervous. Do you realy think I meant to do harm? I just came to apologize. It isn't called stalking if you just want to reach out to a person you could've hurt and try to apologize.But it seems I went too far. I began liking you too much that I even took 4 hours of energy and effort to write you a letter. I question now if I should have realy done that. But I did mean every word in that letter from my heart and I am proud of myself. I did show the letter to a friend of mine and she loved it. I guess you didn't like that too. Maybe I should find someone that will. Its just me. When I like someone, I like them a lot. I devote so much myself to them. Its true. You were surprised that I would take all that time and effort to write you a letter? But the truth is I liked you a lot before I wrote you a letter and I just wanted to tell you my feelings about you. Yes it came unexpected but that's how I am. I am the one who easily falls in love. I devote all my heart and soul to that person. And I'm also unpredictable. I thought you liked the letter and believed that I actually meant what I wrote but I am beginning to think I was wrong.Well I tried very hard. And what I thought was wrong. I am beginning to think you are not the person I thought you were. If you truly believe from the bottom of your heart that I stalked you and meant wrong to you. If you truly think that I didn't mean what I wrote in my letter. Then you are not the person I thought you were. This is very depressing. I am very sad and very hurt right now. I realy didn't expect you to say things like that espacially when you I told you my feelings about you. And I did many times. I just like to be honest about my feelings. What's wrong with that? Why can't all people be like that. Instead of playing games with each other, tell each other how we feel about each other no matter who that person is. I realy tried. I realy didn't expect this from you. How do you feel now?




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From: crazii blondiDate: Oct 10, 2007 6:34 PM

givin u signs? DUDe where did u get that from??????and yes i said stalked me home!!!!!! what else would u call it?





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From: ???????®Date: Oct 10, 2007 3:32 PM

Oh. I'm sorry I just thought. You were giving me signs...Stalked you home? That time when I first came to apologize?



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From: crazii blondiDate: Oct 10, 2007 6:29 PM

u thought i have feelings for u?????? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!!!hello...i dont wanna be friends with someone that stalked me home!!! do u remember that???? yes no maybe??--------






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From: ???????®Date: Oct 10, 2007 3:16 PM

Realy?I thought it would've been a good idea. I realy do have feelings for you and thought maybe you did the same. I'm very sad now. I was willing to get passed the whole thing that happened before and start over, as friends and nothing more. Come on please, you'll make me very sad?--






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From: crazii blondi
Date: Oct 10, 2007 6:09 PM

not to be mean or anything ( cuz im not) but i dont think thats a good idea ....i dont think we should talk with each other...srrydont take it the wrong way but im really not interested--------





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From: ???????®Date: Oct 10, 2007 3:02 PM

Thanks. My question is what would you think if I approached you and asked you to talk with me? How would you feel if I did that?







----------------- Original Message -----------------From: crazii blondiDate: Oct 10, 2007 6:00 PM
yes its a yes





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From: ???????®
Date: Oct 10, 2007 2:57 PM
Is that a yes :')?





----------------- Original Message -----------------From: crazii blondiDate: Oct 10, 2007 5:55 PM

aha...



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From: ???????®

Date: Oct 10, 2007 11:34 AM

Hello. Can I ask you a question?