Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Conversation with him

I may have confused P1 with P2 or vice versa here because their first names are the same


(10:32:55 PM) P1: french-aids-posters%28530%29.jpg (http://www.nextnature.net/research/wp-content/uploads/2007/05/french-aids-posters%28530%29.jpg)

(10:36:15 PM) P1: why is the man on the spider
(10:36:23 PM) P2: scorpiob
(10:38:21 PM) P1: why
(10:38:30 PM) P2: common sence
(10:39:00 PM) P1: i know the spider is giving the women an oral
(10:39:17 PM) P2: lol ur so stupid its funny
(10:39:18 PM) P2: :-)
(10:39:23 PM) P1: lol
(10:39:46 PM) P1: (10:39:28 PM) Michael: I'd totally want to be that spider.
(10:40:20 PM) P2: hhahaha lol
(10:40:22 PM) P2: he gets it
(10:40:41 PM) P1: i said the same thing
(10:40:52 PM) P2: dude freaking
(10:41:03 PM) P2: he is missionarying the scorpion]
(10:41:08 PM) P2: fucking it
(10:41:11 PM) P2: aids poster
(10:41:22 PM) P2: meaning you are like fuking very dangerous things
(10:42:00 PM) P2: like i said
(10:42:05 PM) P1: spider is giving the woman and oral
(10:44:50 PM) P1: id ont get what this has to do with aids
(10:44:58 PM) P1: death?
(10:46:36 PM) P2: lol so stupid
(10:46:42 PM) P2: you are*
(10:47:09 PM) P2: how can you possibly consider yurself smart
(10:47:12 PM) P2: in any way lol
(10:47:19 PM) P2: no duhh
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(11:14:30 PM) P1: nope
(11:14:34 PM) P1: that ad was retarted
(11:14:48 PM) P1: i'm one of the smartest people i know
(11:15:13 PM) P1: very few people actually possess the intellect i have
(11:15:24 PM) P1: but they will, in one lifetime, i believe.
(11:16:56 PM) P2: lol you are fgunny, and i got the ad even if it didnt say aids on the bottom
(11:17:01 PM) P2: or this week being aids week
(11:17:24 PM) P2: say what u want to say but i dont think ypou are smart at all, ofcoarse you do know alot of stuff about your topics of choice
(11:17:30 PM) P2: but in no way general smartness
(11:17:30 PM) P2: sorry
(11:19:23 PM) P1: you wouldnt be able to see it
(11:19:35 PM) P1: but people of great career and high positions called me smart
(11:20:29 PM) P2: i dont believe
(11:20:30 PM) P2: you
(11:20:34 PM) P1: i highly doubt that
(11:20:40 PM) P1: you doubt everything
(11:20:48 PM) P2: no
(11:20:51 PM) P1: i dont need approval from you
(11:21:13 PM) P1: i confirmed my place as a potential to be genius from people i respect
(11:21:15 PM) P2: well i dont think you are smart at all..

(11:21:27 PM) P1: like i said
(11:21:43 PM) P2: yes you know about spirituality, about politics, about herbs and stuff
(11:21:46 PM) P1: that's the way you see your reality
(11:21:46 PM) P2: but
(11:21:53 PM) P2: i dont see how ppl cvan call you smart
(11:22:00 PM) P1: called me genius
(11:22:07 PM) P1: there will always be someone
(11:22:12 PM) P1: to say a genius is dumb
(11:22:18 PM) P1: einstein was called retarted
(11:22:24 PM) P2: well
(11:22:27 PM) P2: not really
(11:22:31 PM) P1: all great revolutionaries had been called crazy
(11:22:36 PM) P2: i have a crazy kid in my chemistry class
(11:22:40 PM) P2: but i can see he is smart
(11:22:46 PM) P2: and so can others..
(11:22:50 PM) P2: and he is
(11:22:55 PM) P2: answers alot
(11:22:58 PM) P2: interesting
(11:23:02 PM) P2: understands stuff
(11:23:19 PM) P2: and the only things you talk about are like non existant things
(11:23:54 PM) P2: i think gosha is msmart
(11:23:58 PM) P2: i think mike is smart
(11:24:00 PM) P1: i really dont see how you would understand smartness therefore i do not need verification from you. i do not see you as someone who is advanced in the mental realm and believe you will one day
(11:24:03 PM) P2: i think sasha is amsart
(11:24:30 PM) P2: i most definatley think my mom and grandparents are smart, i can see your grampa is smart, i know my friend aunmddrey is smart
(11:24:51 PM) P1: i really would not like to have an ego
(11:24:57 PM) P1: its against my beliefs
(11:25:04 PM) P2: basically
(11:25:12 PM) P2: im not closed minded, you are
(11:25:20 PM) P2: i looked at spirtiuality before
(11:25:21 PM) P2: and
(11:25:27 PM) P2: i thought it was a load of crap
(11:25:34 PM) P2: now my feelings towards it changed
(11:25:44 PM) P2: i think it has the accupuincture effect
(11:25:48 PM) P2: so does the secret
(11:25:50 PM) P2: so do the herbs
(11:25:54 PM) P2: so i do agree with you fully
(11:26:05 PM) P2: but it took me very little to see that
(11:26:08 PM) P1: i have a question
(11:26:11 PM) P2: and you are wasting your time on it
(11:26:15 PM) P1: if its the accumpuncture effect
(11:26:29 PM) P1: then it must affect the universe around you right? (according to your beliefs)
(11:26:44 PM) P2: no
(11:26:48 PM) P2: basically
(11:26:53 PM) P2: it affects induviduals
(11:27:00 PM) P2: we shape the universe
(11:27:00 PM) P2: i mean your universe
(11:27:09 PM) P2: what is around you
(11:27:50 PM) P2: well i affect (in some way or another) what is around me, but what makes me have postive affects on it is the accupuncture effect
(11:28:14 PM) P1: so just believing in something you will make lots of money, lose weight, and marry the perfect girl?
(11:28:37 PM) P2: no, you will be abit close to doing so
(11:28:40 PM) P2: well
(11:28:42 PM) P2: i mean
(11:29:05 PM) P2: you will be incouraged to do sp, you will think it works
(11:29:13 PM) P2: but really it doesnt
(11:29:24 PM) P2: its just you
(11:29:41 PM) P1: the only reason yu think im stupid
(11:29:56 PM) P1: is because you are closemnded and you think my opinions are stupid
(11:30:04 PM) P2: you live in an unrealiustic made up world
(11:30:21 PM) P2: a wrold made up by you, and he internet
(11:30:33 PM) P1: oh right and believing jesus will come down and save you is very realistic
(11:30:52 PM) P2: i dont believe in that'
(11:31:08 PM) P1: you believe there is a man in the sky who created the world
(11:31:14 PM) P2: no
(11:31:30 PM) P2: i believe that there is a supreme force in this world, sky for exxample
(11:31:38 PM) P2: that is basically what overloos us
(11:31:43 PM) P2: punishes and awards us
(11:31:46 PM) P1: you believe in god
(11:31:50 PM) P1: personal god
(11:31:59 PM) P1: general god
(11:32:34 PM) P2: i think that god helps everyone even attention seeking rebels like athiests, spiritualists, and the rest...
(11:32:48 PM) P1: and what is god?
(11:33:43 PM) P2: God is (like i said proving you cant comprehednd things_) a forxce of energy somewhere in the universe that punishes, forgives, and saves
(11:34:02 PM) P2: oh i see
(11:34:11 PM) P2: okay
(11:34:17 PM) P1: you believe in the force i believe in my own beliefs
(11:34:22 PM) P1: it does not make me delusional
(11:34:57 PM) P2: i just want to stressthat
(11:35:28 PM) P2: spiritualits, athiests, and everything simular are just attention seekers, who are wasting time...
(11:35:50 PM) P1: you are being egoistical thinking like that
(11:35:56 PM) P1: i have gone beyond judgement like that
(11:36:02 PM) P1: i see people i respect what they do
(11:36:07 PM) P1: and help whoever needs my health
(11:36:09 PM) P1: help*
(11:36:35 PM) P2: i help people who need my help, and yes i said what i thought about what you think
(11:37:23 PM) P1: you believe in your own beliefs and go to a church and yet you say other people with their beliefs are wasting their time. you are doing quite the same thing really. just being egoistical because you way is more "accepted" and more "right"
(11:38:31 PM) P2: no not because im thinking your beliefs are stupid
(11:38:37 PM) P2: i think your beliefs dont even excist
(11:38:47 PM) P2: i think you are just trying to stand out from people
(11:38:50 PM) P2: that reminds
(11:38:51 PM) P2: me
(11:38:57 PM) P1: i am an individual
(11:39:03 PM) P1: i do what makes me happy
(11:39:09 PM) P1: not what makes me "cool" because others say
(11:39:12 PM) P1: that won't make me happy
(11:39:19 PM) P1: and that is why my way for me is the best
(11:39:41 PM) P2: you see the funny thing is that you are still not happy, you are still not "healed", and you are selfish
(11:39:53 PM) P2: ii have a friend
(11:39:56 PM) P2: she is really political
(11:40:01 PM) P2: i think i talked about her before
(11:40:11 PM) P2: she is something n(i forgot what its called0
(11:40:35 PM) P2: where she believes in god, just because she is afraid that he will send her to hell for not believeing in hjim
(11:40:40 PM) P2: thats what really discusts me
(11:40:51 PM) P1: lol
(11:40:56 PM) P1: see i agree with that
(11:41:31 PM) P1: idk im just very curious
(11:41:41 PM) P2: you are basically against all my beliefs
(11:41:44 PM) P2: but
(11:41:54 PM) P1: i try to not be against them
(11:42:00 PM) P1: but not with them either
(11:42:06 PM) P1: im trainning myself
(11:42:17 PM) P1: wait but ok you are not with them w/e
(11:42:19 PM) P2: to let go of my expectations
(11:42:22 PM) P2: you are with your thing
(11:42:27 PM) P2: and your ways of healing
(11:42:30 PM) P2: and stuff
(11:42:38 PM) P2: then how come there is no change nor proof
(11:42:46 PM) P2: of anything like that'
(11:43:04 PM) P1: if you were to open your mind and look for the proof, you will find it.
(11:43:04 PM) P1: herbs treating aids, spiritualism being postive
(11:43:12 PM) P1: and i had real life experiences of it too
(11:43:15 PM) P1: so thats enough proof
(11:43:20 PM) P1: for me
(11:43:29 PM) P1: you dont have to believe me
(11:43:31 PM) P1: its a choice
(11:43:37 PM) P2: i dont
(11:43:47 PM) P2: im just afraid because you want to make people believe that
(11:43:55 PM) P2: notice
(11:44:11 PM) P2: how i never like said anything baout encouraging people to convert toi my religion
(11:44:20 PM) P2: i dont promote it
(11:44:47 PM) P1: i do. i believe its my destiny. but its something you wouldnt understand
(11:45:05 PM) P2: i never encouraged any athiests jews muslims, or spiritualists to become like me
(11:45:17 PM) P2: i just said that their things are ppointless
(11:45:28 PM) P2: you see you say i wouldent unserstand
(11:45:37 PM) P2: you think im just that stupid
(11:45:46 PM) P2: you think you are the smartest
(11:45:48 PM) P2: you say
(11:45:54 PM) P1: when did i the whole day today call you stupid?
(11:46:00 PM) P2: 'you dont have booksmarts but you have other types of smarts
(11:46:06 PM) P2: i really wanna see those smarts
(11:46:09 PM) P2: because me too
(11:46:22 PM) P1: i have more other smarts then book smarts, yet i can actually prove it
(11:46:34 PM) P2 : you say i wont understand
(11:46:36 PM) P2: you said
(11:47:07 PM) P2: genius people told you are smert, and i am no where near alloowed to tell you if you are smart or no because im not a genius
(11:47:28 PM) P2: you know
(11:47:32 PM) P2: i began to like proof
(11:47:49 PM) P2: i stopped being naivee
(11:48:06 PM) P2: i dont see any proof from you at all, thats why i say you are lying
(11:48:17 PM) P1: believe what you want to
(11:48:30 PM) P1: i am not so desperate or egoistical to go around convincing everyone im a genius
(11:48:41 PM) P1: all i needed is self-validation and i have it
(11:49:02 PM) P2: ok so you believe you are smart
(11:49:08 PM) P2: and u want to keep it to yourself
(11:49:18 PM) P2: ok i will kinda buy that
(11:49:22 PM) P2: however
(11:49:38 PM) P2: it may be just you trying to walk around my question, still, proof less
(11:50:25 PM) P1: to you sure
(11:50:29 PM) P1: and to other billions of people
(11:50:34 PM) P1: they need proof that i am smart
(11:50:39 PM) P1: but i wont be doing that
(11:50:44 PM) P1: its really stupid
(11:50:45 PM) P2: ok wait one sec
(11:50:53 PM) P1: i know better than going around convincing people i am smart
(11:51:38 PM) P2: firat of all you always brag about how "smart" you are, also you are giving people the right to call you stupid
(11:51:58 PM) P2: and im wondering how did anybody call you dsmart if you dont show any signs of smartness to people
(11:52:07 PM) P2: and why do you think that person is smart?
(11:52:51 PM) P1: you can tell by learning about them
(11:52:58 PM) P1: who is smart and who is not
(11:53:08 PM) P1: at least in waht you see
(11:53:19 PM) P1: maybe they then go home and create something genius
(11:53:23 PM) P1: that you can never know
(11:53:33 PM) P1: maybe i met geniuses in my school and dont know it
(11:53:40 PM) P1: just because they didnt seem so
(11:53:44 PM) P1: or go bad grades
(11:53:53 PM) P2: im not speaking of grades
(11:54:06 PM) P2: i get you same here i think im a genius and that i can get 1 40 avg if i tried
(11:54:15 PM) P2: 140*
(11:54:19 PM) P2: but
(11:54:32 PM) P2: i cant eb considered a genius if i dont do anything genius?
(11:56:20 PM) P1: depends on you
(11:56:46 PM) P1: i've impressed a good number of people to call me smart many times
(11:57:26 PM) P2: P1 (11:17:50 PM): very few people actually possess the intellect i have
(11:57:34 PM) P2: if you said it priove it!
(11:57:47 PM) P1: why should i?
(11:58:08 PM) P2: because if you dont tehn you cant say it, you become a lair
(11:58:11 PM) P2: liAR
(11:58:19 PM) P1: nope
(11:58:24 PM) P2: it equals me saying that i was the smartest person ever
(11:58:36 PM) P1: lets make it easier
(11:58:41 PM) P1: lying and have personal beliefs are 2 different things
(11:58:59 PM) P1: plus some people wouldnt consider a known genius as smart or genius
(11:59:08 PM) P2: you are the one who is crazed about truth, so why wont you tell it
(11:59:09 PM) P1: its based on perception
(11:59:10 PM) P2: thats not truth
(11:59:13 PM) P2: thats not a fact
(11:59:15 PM) P2: thats nothing
(11:59:22 PM) P2: no prtoof no sir!

(11:59:34 PM) P1: what?
(11:59:52 PM) P2: you are crazed about the truth
(11:59:56 PM) P2: ...
(11:59:59 PM) P1: yes
(12:00:03 AM) P2: ok
(12:00:12 AM) P2: and
(12:00:17 AM) P2: this truth is factual?
(12:00:37 AM) P2: yes
(12:01:34 AM) P2: http://www.answers.com/fact
(12:01:48 AM) P2: so i basically just sidrporved two theories of your own
(12:01:50 AM) P2: im badass
(12:01:53 AM) P2: ill brb
(12:03:01 AM) P1: believe whatever you want
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(12:03:36 AM) P1: if you perceive me as not smart then that's what you think but i have personal beliefs that i am smart
(12:13:07 AM) P1: so are we done?
(12:14:27 AM) P2: wait what did u say after i said im badass
(12:15:02 AM) P1: 2 IMs
(12:15:08 AM) P1: (12:03:01 AM) P1: believe whatever you want
(12:15:14 AM) P1: (12:03:36 AM) P1: if you perceive me as not smart then that's what you think but i have personal beliefs that i am smart
(12:15:17 AM) P1: that's it
(12:16:11 AM) P2: but you said
(12:16:20 AM) P2: you are smarter then most people
(12:16:30 AM) P2: if you havent said that then i wouldnt say what i said
(12:17:17 AM) P1: i never said you have to believe it
(12:17:45 AM) P2: wel you said it
(12:20:32 AM) P1: and i dont want to prove it
(12:20:50 AM) P2: see all this personal choice makes me sick of this
(12:21:07 AM) P1: drop your expectations
(12:21:13 AM) P1: that's what im learning
(12:21:17 AM) P1: or unlearning
(12:21:30 AM) P2: naa w/e
(12:21:32 AM) P2: screw it
(12:21:40 AM) P2: so whats new
(12:22:05 AM) P1: nm
(12:22:37 AM) P2: are you gonna work?
(12:23:01 AM) P1: i'll see
(12:24:29 AM) P2: idk what you are thinking man
(12:24:36 AM) P2: this is perfevt opportunity to work
(12:24:41 AM) P2: experiance

(12:24:46 AM) P2: and well yeah money


Then P1 blocks P2 and P2 calls P1 names and says how selfish he is. I just can't access that small conversation. I will try to write what I remember:

P2: You blocked me?

P1: I blocked you from all my social networks

P2: Little bitch

P2: I see you're scared.

P1: I think that you're just scared. Afraid of the light.

P2: Even X said you're ugly.

P2: Y rejected you

P2: You make your grandma do the work for you!

P1: Don't talk to me ever again!