Saturday, April 27, 2013

Conversation with Rita

Gene: Hey, I know you from Dewey. I found you through looking at Dewey people on Facebook. I am looking to reconnect with people from Dewey. I saw you around Dewey and outside too and you seem like an interesting person. I hope what happened in the past between us wouldn't ruin what our friendship in the future. If you want to talk about that I can explain everything. It wasn't what it looked like, assuming you thought it was what it looked like. I'm pretty sure I saw you with that girl Nika. Please don't listen to what she had to say, she was harassing me and lying to people about me. You look like a nice person and I just want to get to know you better. I am a good person. I am not a creep, or obsessed or a stalker etc... I am a bit shy of talking to you in real life but I can talk to you if you wish. Don't be afraid of me, I have good intentions. I'll now send you a friend request. If you have any interest in me, please accept. Thanks for your time!

April 24

Gene: Hey, did you receive my last message? In case you didn't basically I sent you a message asking for friendship. I was waiting for a reply. I do not see why we shouldn't get to know each other. Maybe we'll have a good time. Next time I'll see you I'll try to talk to you but I am shy. Don't worry you won't have problems being friends with me I am a good guy. I can guarantee you I'm not a bad person.

Yesterday

Gene: The truth is that I became interested in you when I saw you outside years ago and you were staring at me almost every time. So I got that you are interested in me. Thanks. I'm flattered. You seem like a good person to me so I'm interested in you. But why do you not try to ever connect to me or when I ask you for friendship you push me away? That's not fair neither to you nor to me. If you become friends with me you might get what you're looking for. Obviously you are looking for something as you have an interest in me. I think you still like me but are too insecure to do anything. You have other friends, I'm sure but you are too afraid to be with me. Why is that? Ultimately I'm getting hurt because of what you do to me. And you are blowing your chances to find what are you looking for, as you seem to see something in me that you like very much. You're hurting yourself too. I won't talk to you in real life for being shy and being afraid of being rejected again. Please stop feeling insecure and stop pushing me away. Find the strength to take a risk, take a chance. I'm just trying to help both of us here. Please give me a chance there's no risk, no loss and the possibility of us having a good future together. I am just trying to do what is right. I do not believe you wish to hurt me but I have been hurt by and a lot by your friend-at-the-time Nika. Just listen to your heart and I think it tells you to give me a chance.
but I have been hurt by you*


Rita: OK seriously ENOUGH! I am not interested in you, this is creapy, you are creapy, leave me alone, I don't want to be friends nor did I ever wanted. Seriously get a life and stop bothering me!


Gene: Okay that was very rude. I am not creepy. But for some reason you were staring at me a lot years back. How do you explain that?


Rita: No I wasn't, you did the same thing to old friend Nika didn't leave her alone. Just stay away!


Gene: No! NIKA came onto ME until I ended up liking her just like I did you. YOU liked me. You WERE staring at me. Acknowledge it! Almost every time I passed you I saw you like 0.0 at me even when I didn't look at you. I am beginning to think you're as bad as your friend Nika. I am trying to do what is right. But you keeping wronging me.


Rita: Oh he'll no she didn't, she was creaped out by you, and trust I wasn't staring. And no I don't like you I can't stand you, so leave it be move on and get a life


Gene: Nika was also staring at me in the subway which caused me to talk to her and she told me I was a stalker. But you know what happened weeks afterwards? SHE COMES UP TO ME AND TO MY FACE SAYS HI. And then I was talking to a friend and YOU and NIKA both made loud noises and ran because you both saw me talking to a friend. Now how can I prove you two did it to harass me? Because YOU looked back to see if I had seen you. If you and Nika wanted nothing to do with me why do you both keep asking me for attention. I am 100% certain you were staring at me and either you're lying or you can't remember. You kept staring at me for months or years and then I send you a message and you STOP STARING AT ME. I have my life to live but I think you're an ass who kept staring at me to harass me. Either you like me and act bad to me because you have psychological disorders like Nika or just an ass or whatever.


Rita: Your the one with a phsychological disorder, just because someone is staring that doesn't mean they like you. I'm not an ass I'm just honesty there's a difference


Gene: No staring at someone for months or years is like stalking. You were stalking me!


Rita: HA! your the stalker! I don't even remember seeing u in high school except like twice. And stalking someone is following them everywhere, which I don't do


Gene: Yeah then you can't call me a stalker either as I was never following anyone everywhere ever. But for some reason YOU kept staring at me outside. I don't have a clue why you're being so mean to me all the time.


Gene: Now listen to me and you listen good. There's billions of people in the world that you can fuck with. You chose me. I was very nice to you. But even if you did like me and now just being mean to me, I think I have still seen your true colors. I KNOW you stared at me. That is the truth! Obviously even if you weren't fucking with me then then you are fucking with me now. But let me get to the point. IF YOU OR YOUR FRIEND NIKA EVER FUCK WITH ME AGAIN I WILL COME THERE AND I WILL FUCK YOU UP. I WILL BREAK ALL YOUR BONES, I WILL RAPE YOU, I WILL CRIPPLE YOU OR PERHAPS EVEN KILL YOU. AND YOUR STUPID FRIEND NIKA!!! I WILL MAKE YOU SUFFER SO MUCH YOU WILL REGRET THE DAY YOU WERE BORN. IF YOU STARE AT ME ONE MORE TIME I WILL CUT ALL YOUR LIMBS AND YOU'LL BE WITHOUT ARMS AND LEGS WHICH YOU DESERVE. JUST FUCK WITH ME ONE MORE TIME. I DARE YOU!!! BECAUSE WHAT I WILL DO I WILL DO IT WITH PLEASURE. JUST STARE AT ME ONE MORE TIME. YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. AT THE VERY LEAST I'LL REPORT YOU TO THE POLICE BUT THAT'S WAY WAY WAY TOO NICE TO DO IT. YOU'RE A HORRIBLE MENTALLY ILL PIECE OF SHIT. YOU DO NOTHING BUT HURT OTHER INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE TO YOU. JUST LIKE YOUR PIECE OF SHIT FRIEND NIKA!!! THE WORLD IS MUCH BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOUR TYPE. I HOPE YOU DIE SOON BAD, EVIL THING. I HOPE YOU SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ALONE. AND THEN REALIZE HOW BADLY YOU TREATED OTHER PEOPLE AND IN YOUR DEATHBED REGRET AND FEEL DEEP GUILT AND GRIEF FOR ALL THE PEOPLE YOU'VE HURT. THE SAME GOES FOR YOUR FRIEND NIKA. YOU BETTER STAY AWAY FROM ME OR I WILL FUCK YOU UP. NO MORE MR. NICE GUY. I WILL PROTECT EVERY NICE PERSON I AM AROUND INCLUDING MYSELF. YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR BACK FROM NOW ON YOU FUCKING ATTENTION WHORE!!!!

4:09pm
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Okay I must apologize for what I did. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I was just really upset. But it wasn't all my fault. I am partially to blame and I think so are you but you know who is most to place? PSYCHICS! The same with Nika, the stupid fraudalent psychic pieces of shit lied to me and made me to crazy things I would not have done otherwise. I am sorry for making you feel bad. But I was exploited, manipulated, used and deceived. YOU ARE NOT IN ANY DANGER!! I WILL NOT HURT YOU!!!! I found out the truth now. I know you now hate me and are afraid of me but I want you to know it wasn't all my fault. Yes I'm wrong for what I did. But I promise you that I will definitely leave you alone forever now. Those charlatans will pay dearly for causing me and other people such problems!! YOU DO NOT LIKE ME!!!! I was fooled! They said you liked me but were too insecure to talk to me. I believed that and they also said I should talk to you which I did. I have sinned now. Because of these evil people I had problems with you and Nika. I WOULD NEVER HAVE DONE THIS IF IT WEREN'T FOR THEM!!! I am so sorry. I will not ask you for friendship anymore. I will not bother you anymore. I am really sorry for what I did and feel guilt and remorse because of it. I was being irrational. Nothing made sense to me. I also have mental illness and I obsess over things easily. I thought about you more than a normal person should think about another. I may have been obsessed with you. I kept returning to seeing your facebook because I had such high hopes and expectations from our relationship. But the more the scammers lied to me the more wrong I did to you. I am not a bad person but I have sinned in doing all these things to you. I will never go to those frauds again. Even my friend was dishonest with me. Do not fear me as I won't carry out those threats I made against you. I can't believe I did that. I told my psychiatrist and therapist what I did. I have fucked up. I was so wrong.

I AM SORRY!!!! EVERYTHING I DID TO YOU IS WRONG. IT IS ALL MY FAULT. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE FOREVER NOW. I WILL NOT BOTHER YOU AGAIN.

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